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Prodigal Beggar EP

by IX Nimbuson

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1.
I'm losing my mind and I'm not certain why but my spirit is yearning to keep me confined just to find that poor soul that's been hiding inside There's some kind of glue that's keeping me from you It's messy and so tedious to remove I am stuck here and there's nothing that I can do Lonely ghosts are a nightmare to save and the lonely ghosts, they all live out in caves and they all waste away til the morning calls I'm losing my breath cause there's smoke in the air It's deathly and fuming but people won't care til the day when their lungs are beyond repair Lonely ghosts are a nightmare to save and the lonely ghosts, they all live out in caves and they all waste away til the morning calls Lonely ghosts are a nightmare to save and the lonely ghosts, they all live out in caves and they all waste away til the morning calls
2.
Floodlights 05:22
It's hard to sleep under floodlights so I'll park my car up in the forest I'll get consumed by the blackness where I'll finally get my rest Cause everywhere I go is lonely That I think will never change I can't find someplace that's homely when everything gets twisted, rearranged It's hard to sleep out in the gutter so I'll rest my eyes out in the park I'll get ignored by all the people but I'll be happy in the dark Cause everyone is selfish when all I want is their time but everyone hates the homeless so all I get is their petty, pity dime I can't see the end to all my lousy trends that always push everyone away but the fact that all I know is that I just don't know is what keeps me going another day Maybe I'll try to sleep at your apartment but I don't know what good that'll do I can't bear to sleep upon your sofa when there's a spot right next to you
3.
Bird 07:03
Let me play you a song that keeps me standing here I will try not to bore you, make you disappear so I'll play a progression that everyone's heard One that's falsely heartwarming but it sings like a bird I'm a puppet controlled by some unknown power like the sun and the sky nurtures plants and flowers When I walk down the street, I don't see the near future Just a broken body and a doctor with no sutures I hear children at play, having their golden days and a dog in the park, chasing quail til it's dark Well they have no worries When will those days come back to me? There's a beautiful girl with her hair up in curls and her eyes sparkling like the sun on the sea and though she blessed the earth, she didn't feel no self-worth She said I can't take the pain so she stood out in the rain And she said "It's the only thing that comforts me It's the one damn thing that won't abandon me!" but then she felt herself grow when the rain fell down into her soul There's a Mexican boy who was looking for joy With his family, he fled, "From their country", he said but we ripped him away from his parents that prayed just for someone to save them I wish I could save them! I wish I could! I wish! I wish I could! There's a dream in my brain where it rains every day and it helps us to bloom and it rids of our pain and the rich stop consuming and the lovers keep crooning and the grass starts to grow and the smoke drifts away Well I know it's absurd but I know I'm not wrong so I sing a sad song that sings like a bird Sings like a bird
4.
Floating 03:08
I was standing on a mountaintop on the backside of my town where the bushes sway and the buzzards prey making all their lovely sounds and when I closed my eyes and stared at the sky, the sunlight kissed my cheek and I felt like I was floating with the earth under my feet and I know it don't erase all the shit I've put in place but it's sure as hell a real good distraction and at least I'm not confined to the killjoys of my mind and everything that I have spoiled in my life (repeat)

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A short album about ghosts, idealistic daydreams, suffocation, confinement, and overall desperation. This album is dedicated to the wanderers, the dreamers, the misfits, the reckless...the beggars.

Recorded straight to cassette tape by IX Nimbuson in March, 2020.

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released March 25, 2020

All music/lyrics written by IX Nimbuson.

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IX Nimbuson Boise, Idaho

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